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Siege On Babylon by bitterregret, literature

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Siege On Babylon

Blue eyes of a devil pierce like sharpened swords. Cutting the one they concentrate on, keeping a point on the throat of care. A strong and stubborn head butts against the heart, breaking the emptiest of chambers. Contemplating what is no longer there. A war on the beautiful land, waged by the ugliness within. A victory for loss, and a loss of everything. the tyrant's head is cut away. A weak heart gives no life. A life that once sang. It beats to a stop in the fight. It dries out and kills the one it was for. A war on the beautiful land, waged by the ugliness within. A victory for loss, and a loss of everything. the tyrant

Nostalgia Kills by bitterregret, literature

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Nostalgia Kills

Lets look peacefully on this past. It's always there. Idly remember the vast times that we share. I find the flaws in nothing: these halcyon days of mine. A thick veil shrouds my eyes and keeps me wrapped up tight. Blank verses of memoirs are always in my sight. I write scripts for the history and my lost wars. I look at scars of injury. They're joyous lores. There's happiness in nothing but all it's greatness will shine. A thick veil shrouds my eyes and keeps me wrapped up tight. Blank verses of memoirs are always in my sight. Theses sweet songs are silenced and stagnant. Caustic choirs corrode the concrete.

Music Dies Out At Day by bitterregret, literature

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Music Dies Out At Day

You sang to me, "Dance with me in these blackest of nights. We will stay hidden from the blinding light." Hiding the things you didn't want me to see. Your love you shared. There was too much to keep between us. Wander through the night so unscrupulous. Leaving the sheets we slept in tattered and teared. The silver sparkle of stars rust with the dawn. The silver sparkle of starts will fade away. Waiting for day, when light reveals who you are. The memories and your voice seem so far. "The lonely waltz has ended," is all that you say. I rest my head on this cold dance floor. My feet and heart are left feeling sore. And I danc

Friends Come In Sixes by bitterregret, literature

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Friends Come In Sixes

More fragile than the bottle I drown in: I shatter when gently put down. I swim in a field of grain and remain dry. Living in a blurred haze of neon lights. Idly stumble through bottles. They shatter as I walk on them. Left it behind. Breath of death and blackened eyes. Finding comfort in the liquid's lies. Stupid in a stupor and nightmare cries. Giving up on everything I try. Waking up next a broken bottle, staring through the splintered pieces. light glistens on me and the shards. Fragmented life. Breath of death and blackened eyes. Finding comfort in the liquid's lies. Stupid in a stupor and nightmare cries. Giving up on

Spineless by bitterregret, literature

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Spineless

Out in the open, left for everyone to see: he flaws that will follow me throughout eternity. They laugh me off stage in the middle of a scene, but I need to embrace them as they act so mean. Ripped out my feeling, I fell flat on the floor. No one tried healing my internal sores. With all this hatred festering inside me, I push it down to make sure no one can see. All of these dark feelings inside me seem so obscene. With their placid stares the pain that they cause is seen. My skin is pealing. I'm exposed in this gore. It's no use healing my eternal sores. Feeling my skin pealing, I'm on the floor exposed in gore. Don't try

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The Wreckage of a Life by bitterregret, literature

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The Wreckage of a Life

Headed towards the burning light Skin singed as he passed through its safe grace Burnt up in the passersby's sight An image that is hard to face. His life was nothing but smiles. We thought it would go on for miles. A twisted cage captures eyes. Shattered glass reflects the life inside. Headlight flickers out and dies. Within the darkness the tears hide. His life was nothing but smiles. We thought it would go on for miles. A bright light fading in the fire Cold eyes looking in the shattered mirror The mind is gone but the heart beats on. Let him rest and let us grieve. The line files down, but the stories live on. The hand we

Gothic Rant by bitterregret, literature

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Gothic Rant

Life is a cruel and heartbreaking mistress. It is a black void that breeds hate and anguish while the souls of the tortured scream out, but no one can hear them. This comes from the heart, the same heart that pumps the black oil as it streams from my eyes when I see the fire that burns in every street as the people hold what they once loved: themselves. This will forever be in my mind, the same mind that contemplates the anguish of every day: the pattern that we live, the zombies that walk through the corridors. They have a mind of their own, but a bullet rips through it with each passing day, and the living dead die a little more.

Dead End by bitterregret, literature

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Dead End

I find it hard to believe things are looking up. There's no room for pleasure in a life filled with pain. My heart feels so weak. I think it will erupt. I'll add to the anguish, 'cause there's nothing to gain. The skin splits as I separate from life, but the pain and sorrow come together to manifest my strife. Pushed against the cold edge, I freeze and start to crack. My life starts to leak out although it's what I lack. The scars across my body show the roadmap of my torturer. A series of streets that lead to nowhere narrow to an end. As I follow them all the way my hopes will suspend.

Clipped Wingspan by bitterregret, literature

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Clipped Wingspan

Across the room is where you'll always be, but everyday you'll try to sit by me. I'll be cliché and say it's not you, and I'll keep regretting what never flew. (You'll always be) at arms length away. (You'll always be) at arms length away. (You'll always be) at arms length away. (You'll always be) You'll always be apart of me while you'll always be a part from me. What should I do when given attention? Should my arms break because of the tension? Will you hold my arm and help it heal although I'll remain as cold as steel? (You'll always be) at arms length away. (You'll always be) at arms length away. (You'll always be) at arms

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My Dream Girl by Zelieder, literature

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My Dream Girl

I want love, I know this much s true what kind of love am I looking for? Good question, let me think… I want a girl… I know that too… I want someone I can laugh with… be stupid with, be accepted with. I want girl that's not submissive and likes asserting her opinion. I want a girl that can laugh at herself and those around her. Someone who doesn't take someone seriously. I want someone who wants me for me, not just my body, though that's not a bad thing…. I want to feel needed, I want to BE needed. I want a girl that likes herself, and is comfortable with her own sexuality… I think culture right now focu

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Kurt Vonnegut by bitterregret, visual art

Kurt Vonnegut

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: Villa Park, IL
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite photographer: The guy at the DMV
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen
Shell of choice: The one that I live in
Wallpaper of choice: Metal Gear Solid
Favourite cartoon character: Spike Spiegel
Personal Quote: "I hate the general public, but I like people."

Favourite Visual Artist

M.C. Escher

Favourite Movies

Clerks, Fight Club, Princesse Mononoke

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Jimmy Eat World,AFI,Smashing Pumpkins,The Cure,Thursday

Favourite Writers

Kurt Vonnegut and T.S. Eliot

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy VII

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paper, pen, pencil, paint, colored pencil, photoshop, 3D Studio Max

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videogames, music, movies, tv, comics

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bitterregret

Feb 1, 2008

paranoid

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I'm feeling it again

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bitterregret

Apr 12, 2007

So it goes.

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So I was presented with the sad news today that Kurt  Vonnegut, my favorite author, died yesterday. I did an art piece on him that I now have to update to put the year of his death. He recently spoke at my brother's school. Unfortunately I couldn't go him speak due to work. However, I was able to see the home in Massachusetts that he grew up in, and that made the trip worthwhile, even though all we did was drive past it. If it weren't for him, I would be even less interested in books than I am now. I actually looked forward to reading one of his books, which is rare. My copy of Slaughterhouse-Five is tattered and worn due to how much it's bee

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bitterregret

Mar 5, 2007

Can't sleep...

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clown will eat me.

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Kminor

Jul 23, 2015

P.S. you are my 100th watcher which makes you smart/awesome

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Kminor

Jul 23, 2015

Thanks for the watch!

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Jul 19, 2015

cool thanks for watching me!!!!!

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Jul 1, 2010

Well hello there random deviant. xD Have an awesome day. (and happy Canada day, im canadian) Check out my gallery if you would, don't be afraid to leave any comments.

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Jun 22, 2007

y helo there Alex.

It's your favorite from CC. Nice arts.

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Sep 24, 2006

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Aug 25, 2006

thanks for watching!